Father, please forgive me

I am sad, I am worried because the mistake I’ve just made

My conscience put me so bad by judging me so cruel

I collapse in seconds, my defenses broke down in once

Awoke with a sense of despair, I am dying…

My brain instantly had a stroke paralyzed, unable to think well,

Batteries run out, I need be charged, I fell down on Him, ask forgiveness for all the mistakes that I have been done. Father, forgive me.

One answer I have, I'm so proud of my strength that I could not fall, and it turns out I fell down... ..
In a strength that is too fragile, I should still remember Him, every millisecond or the smallest unit of time that I had to lean on Him.
Thank you Father, this sin slapped me so hard. My absence reminds me of your presence in my life.
Guide me Father, for I love you more, more fall down on my knees so I aware more often that I am just a weak human being, and Only depend on you I could have a salvation.

The cold water is flushed through my body, clean all the dirt, in the small room in my nakedness, I stripped and find God.